就让这篇文章作为我去柔佛读书前的告别礼。我想谈梦。不知如何，我总是觉得人生数十年就是梦。当然梦也有美梦和恶梦。我活到现在，恍然回首，以前一切都是一场梦。学业，家庭，爱情，友情这几方面最失落就是爱情。容易爱上对方，成为了给人伤害的弱点。每一次都义无反顾地对她好，得到的却是冷漠的对待。现在我学会了教训，顺其自然就好。以前的悲痛经历就当成一场梦吧。我仍在梦中寻寻觅觅着，寻找着一个适合我的人。

            打开报章，几乎天天都发生自杀事件。而且年纪也逐渐趋向年轻化。一些人则说他们没有对自己生活负责任，其实他们的压力又有谁能明白。社会与家庭的压力，父母的期望往往都是造成他们自杀的主因。我却有一个忠告。当你有轻生的念头，试想想人生似梦，睡梦醒来发现一切是空。所以不要轻易放弃自己，要活得有意义。

          

           倩儿，珍惜时间。你我有梦，现在正是你要打好学业基础的时间。现在的人花太多时间在网络上，我希望你能好好利用这段时间来温习。我对你抱着满怀希望，别让我失望哦。 :) 祝福你。

           I have a dream that i can travel around the world. Everyone should have their own dream. Chase it. Do not fear to do what u want. Life is meaningless if u live under people's shadow. Before i go johor, i want to say sorry if i have done anything wrong to u. I also miss my best friends... i really enjoyed the moment in karaoke room. i love ur voice kah mun, dont forget to sing for me next time we meet in Karaoke room oh. 

           Family, thank u for your love devoted to me. i really appreciate it. i feel shy to say this face to face, but here i am going to tell u that is 'i love u'.

           See u all when i come back Ipoh... Miss u guys... <3

           梦，

      疯狂地过，

      没有一丝的疲惫，

      只有付出与拼搏的欢乐。

      也许你会汗流浃背，

      不过汗水里头全含有努力的幸福与快乐

      不在乎结果，只珍惜过程。

           一起追逐梦想吧。

          今天挺开心的，天气适中.不知为何心中仍有一丝不安之意。其实人总会有烦恼，之前有烦着SPM和考车的问题。现在一切似乎是人生的另一开端。等开学，申请奖学金,工作全部都是新的考验。人生都是充满考验我不能不认同。
          这个部落格是我一位好朋友叫我开的。其实挺好玩的，能够写下生活点点滴滴分享给大家。在国民服务营生活并不好过，最开心是能够认识一帮曾经出生入死（可以那么说）的朋友。最好朋友不出那几个，凯斌啦，kenny, arthur,wai kin啦。当然少不了叶斐文,她是我遇见的最好谈的女生.不是男女朋友那种而是算是红颜知己吧（用词不知正确吗）。我跟她谈金庸起来真的是酒逢知己千杯少。不知还有谁能与我侃侃而谈呢。真惆怅。


          看到以前的我们真的很癫，我与一班同学什么都敢放胆去做，当时真的不懂天高地厚。我们那班出了名吵闹，老师都耐我们不和。想起以前，真想回到以前天真无邪的日子。小学时曾做过现在可能荒唐的事，不过现在回想，我宁愿做多一次，也不想再次放手失去，导致现在仍有一丝遗憾涌上心头。可能年纪大了，也越来回忆从前，不过时间不留人，留下的只剩下惆怅的回忆与甜酸苦辣的时光。真的希望每一年都能举行聚会吧。展汇靠你啦。哈哈。

           不知如何每次大我一年的中六好朋友约我出来总会觉得相见恨晚的心情。我欣赏Xin Tong 的豪迈开放, Sweetee的成熟但带点小孩味，Chan Yee的一见如故，Kar Sing的不屈性格，Ah Lam 的男人本色与Tenma的风趣幽默。很开心遇见他们。祝他们能得到全A吧。

           现在正追着《大唐双龙传》，继金庸小说能让我废寝忘食的小说。很累啊！但我下定决心去柔佛之前一定要看完。顽固本性吧。哈哈。



          倒还忘了祝Viatrik 外国深造顺利，展汇中六加油，（温微，绍斌，家姐，冠健，灿杰等）Ktar努力，金宝学院朋友学业进步，一班国民服务营朋友前途无量。The Avengers的空再见吧。倒忘了祝福嘉汶，云顶工作快乐，早日嫁个如意郎君。很晚了，晚安。


            月光洒在大地
                心中淡然，涟漪不再
              你的出现，似乎有人扔石到似如平静的心湖中，
                    我不再留恋，只有惋惜从前
             懂得放下，将心结释放枷锁，不当阴影的俘虏。

Some more days to matrikulasi, feel like unwillingly to go... Maybe i am boring with those days in PLKN camp... But this is the ever best chance giving to me to further my studies. Congratulation to Viatrix Yap who got the Petronas scholarship to study abroad... i also hope that i can go overseas, but i know i will be impossible... Don't know why? For ah bear and Tin Ming who are both my best friends, you are so lucky to study in the same camp. If have free time, for sure i will introduce to both of you, don't worry... i am so sad that i have to spend my one year time in Johor... The journey to home is not short... it tooks hours... Moreover i have to celebrate my birthday there... I miss you all... F4, Avengers(including Jack- Loki), my same-aged friends, PLKN buddies, Form 6 best friends in Serachu( Xintong, Tenma, Chan Yee, Sweet ee, KarSeng, Allen Lam) and those in serachu. It is my best life moment to go through with all of you, especially The Avengers and F4. Forever F4!!

          In these time after PLKN, i still could not forget a few girls who leave bitter and joyful memory in my life. Their names of course i cant tell u here. I fell in love, but wont last long due to different reasons. Last year i experienced heart-broken incident with the girl, but luckily i can escaped from sadness and disappointment as soon as possible. I shift the sadness into the power to move forward... From that day i realised how i care about her. Of course as her friend i hope she can choose her Mr Right in the future. God bless you...

           Talk about F4, a nice nickname represents the bond of friendship among four of us. Remember the day we went Kellie Castle together, the days we did the Science Herb Garden, water rocket, bubbles and etc... A lot to say about us but only time can prove it. Maybe after 10 years all of us are married, four of us with family will come out together to fill in water into the rocket and pump it into the sky. Don't feel strange with it, just because we are best friends.

         Until here for today.^^ See you all when i come back from Johor. : )